what happened to mother?

So, what can i say. Mother is on a tear right now. She woke up at 12:30 today. she has shaven her head for some reason, and she is wearing an orange garment, with a stenciled number on it's chest part. I ask her what she did last night, and she has no idea. She does not even understand the phrase "last night". She just remembers some guy named Jigab and that he didn't look like a Jigab. (wonder what that looks like? Sounds German.)

Sometimes mother has what she calls Forgetful Tyme! She actually spells it with a "y". She LOVES correcting me on that one. It's kinda funny in a very scary, i-feel-very-unsafe-with-her way. Forgetful Tyme usually coincides with the smell of spirits on her breath, and appearing not to notice that she is not wearing a shirt while she talks to me. Other things that may, or may not, occur during these times, (sorry, tymes!) is a missing shoe, satanic sayings written in sharpie on her face, a half empty bottle of rubbing alcohol in her hand, the wearing of a topless clown outfit, a dead goat in the foyer, and a desire to watch the horse whisperer (OK, that one is me, but it makes me feel better every time! sorry, TYME!).

She's been pretty bad lately. and, She take it out on ME! Just last night, she told me to hide in the basement while she watched the tele, and that she "COULDN'T STAND TO LOOK AT ME" while she laughed scarily. I didn't get the joke. it didn't SEEM funny, but, i followed along and started laughing with her. After laughing for a while with her i felt alot better, even though it was fake laugh and i still thought she might hurt me.